I miss you like fuck. I’m charging my old phone just to get the sonnet you wrote to me on our anniversary last year. I really miss hugging you and I miss the sound of your voice. I have to see you soon. Reading all of these things about people being in love is making me realize that.
Maddening, swirling, tumultuous thoughts give my heart no peace
Muscles tensing, heart’s wrenching, longing for release
Walled off from emotions, numbed to dreams of bliss
Frantically grasping for a hold, sliding further into the abyss
All color drains from my world, subtle shades of gray permeate
Broken shards cast illusions, hope falsely propagates
A former warrior, battle tested, I frantically disguise my fears
Resolve dissolves, nervousness abounds as my refuge disappears
As autumn’s cycle nears an end, the ice begins to advance
Stealthily attacking, patiently awaiting for a perfect chance
A frozen heart, desolate and bare, obscures all that would try to see
The warmth reflected, gives off no heat, illusions mask reality
On hands and knees, mumbling pleas, I search for sanctuary
To glimpse beyond this desolation, to a world of possibility
Eyes closed, perceptions peeked, it hovers beyond my reach
A whispered supplication, alone, these barriers I cannot breach
A gentle touch, delicate and warm, I feel her reach for me
Chasing back the shadows, an angel, cradles my sanity
Relaxing, drifting, smiling, I find comfort in her embrace
My savior and redeemer, a sassy smile upon her face
I close my eyes and search within, I’ll trust my instincts this time
I feel a heart of gold as her passion’s unfold, a beauty so sublime
Peace radiates from her body, a warmth soaks into my soul
A smile reflects a love so deep, my heart I cannot control
Illusions shimmer and are gone, my world is bright and true
Spring marches forth with determination as my life begins anew
To pass beyond is what I sought, but dreams do not compare
To the reality of this wonderland graced by an angel so fair
Dreams shared, rendezvous dared, we joined together as one
The bonds of my enslavement have been lifted, my battle finally won
No regrets can be found, my reflections bring no remorse
Love that binds, as the tendrils climbed lead me down this course
Peace and comfort fill my soul where once only chaos dared
Now love emanates, peace radiates, because an angel cared
I mean,
fuck you.
And fuck her.
You tell me that you love me and everything’s fine, then why am I in pain and you’re happy with her?
I don’t need pictures to remind me of how happy you two are.
This FUCKING HURTS.
welcome-streams-of-sweet-dreams:
- Pretend Time (1996)
- Steve Goes to College (2002)
The first time we see Steve, and the last :’(
guys i started crying just looking at this
STEVE DON’T GO, YOU WILL TAKE MY CHILDHOOD WITH YOU
joe u son of a bitch piece of shit you can never replace sTEVE
Guys don’t cry, Steve just went off to college to get his Masters in Swag.
Steve is and always will be the HBIC
aw here come the tears </3
Tell me I’m forgiven say you’ll always be mine
Say that everything is over, tell me I’m fine
No one deserves to live like this!
I touch your lips and stare in your eyes
You smile and it makes me fly
You are the reason my heart beats
Tonight it’s just you and me.
-The Thespian (Alesana)
